Anyone Else..?

[Icewing]

Anyone else have those really sucky days that make you want to commit homocide or harakiri or both?

Today, I found one of my chicken dead from internal hemorrhage. To make things better, I had to then scrub blood off the walls of the coop. And to top things off, I just discovered three more of my chickens have bloody diarrhea, and probably also have internal hemorrhage. And, of course, my counselor now is wanting me to look at least one person in the eye for the next two weeks. I know, you're probably thinking that's a pathetically easy goal and I'm an utter fool for not being able to accomplish that, but, think about it this way: Looking someone in the eye for me has a similar difficulty as swallowing a bucket of living spiders all at once. So, yeah, I just had a lovely day today.

Anyone else having a sucky Monday, or is it just me?

[Malverne]

Probably not as bad as you...but it's definitely not the best Monday.

Shitty sleep, and I woke up not being able to breathe through my nose. After that, I got a headache behind my eyes that made having my eyes open hurt like hell, and my glasses didn't help. I almost fell asleep in class, then had to drive to work, and do the most mind-numbing task in the world for four hours. Get home, and I have a ton of homework to get done before tomorrow, and I still have that headache. Reading a book isn't helping.

[neomattlac]

My Monday wasn't horrible, except I've been having the inclination to do something extreme, just to break out of regularity. Like move to another country for a few weeks, to jump off a bridge, or to commit homocide to see if anyone would find out. I have bad tendencies, however mostly of them are under control. At least compared to high school, but that's a horrible story for another time. Let's just say that my shyness and social awkwardness prevented bad things from happening.
Anyways, I have a club to organize, a paper to rewrite, and two entire computer programming, three spoken, and two written languages to learn in the next two weeks. Well, at least the programming languages.

[ecco]

oh im sorry to hear that about your poor chickens... i hope the ones that are sick get better soon

as for the eye contact thing... don't beat yourself up over it. and sure, theres always going to be people who don't understand why it's hard for you, but i think there's more who do - or at least who can empathise, even if they don't really "understand" - like for me, im always scared people can't understand why i can't wake up in the morning like a normal person. i can't explain it either. it just doesn't happen for me. But i wish you lots of good luck in trying to overcome this fear of yours - it must be hard, but i'm sure you can do it!

[neomattlac]

People don't understand that I would actually like to sleep past noon every once in a while. I have work at 4-11:30, let me freaking sleep.
I just have a shifted sleep schedule, or I just like to really sleep in, plus I don't sleep well. I can wake up early, I just prefer not to.
Today was a delicious day. Not the healthiest for the planet or myself, but it worked. Like a McDonalds McDouble.

[Malverne]

I have a pretty usual sleep schedule. THe main things that screw with it are trips to California, jet lag, and (is now the case) me not being able to sleep because my dad snores like a foghorn.

It's quarter to three in the morning, and I'n in the lobby of our hotel, watching My Little Pony because I can't freaking stand the sound of him snoring.

[Clear]

I never feel that I'd want to commit suicide or anything like that D:
But thursdays are ALWAYS the worst days for me. I have no idea why; they're like my bad luck days . They'd be filled with annoying people, loads of work, and bad news.

[neomattlac]

[Malverne]

ouch...your feet have my sympathies.

[neomattlac]

Generally, I'm just standing at the register, checking people out, but I did a hanger pickup(taking all the hangers from items back to the storeroom) and there was actually a truck to put our hangers on(thank god). We had about 30 or 40 boxes of hangers... @_@
Usually we have maybe 5...

[ecco]

neo, you work at a clothing store i take it?

i used to, had that job for a little over 2 years. for the majority of the time there it was enjoyable, but i hated the fact we had to stand at the tils - no seats or anything like they always have at supermarket tils. I could never wear heels to work, but flat shoes just destroy my feet for some reason (flat shoes as in things like dollies - trainers are fine, but of course, they're not "smart" enough for work -.-) so i'd always come home at the end of my shift with my feet absolutely aching for hours, and wouldnt want to do anything else but just lounge around for the rest of the day because of it >.o i sympathise alot.

[Malverne]

I always feel like I'm underdressed...I'm the only teenager in an office of all middle aged people who actually have nice looking clothes, whereas 90% of my wardrobe is snarky t-shirts. That's why I like to go upstairs and shred and be antisocial...