Weaseldale
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 10:42 am
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| I don't remember you Viuv, but welcome back~
And yes Branny, yes I do. xD
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Uni has swallowed me whole, in more ways than one, sorry guys. Feel free to PM any questions (or nonquestions {or anything else, no limits here}) you have, although I don't know when I'll get to them since I'm barely on atm. |
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monk115
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 10:44 am
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Overlord Branny
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 10:45 am
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| Nu uh!
YOU DON'T KNOW ME!!
YOU DONNNN'T KNOOOOOOW ME!!!!
*Screams into his pillow*
Okay, I'm better..
I'm hungry, someone get me something to eat. <3
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Weaseldale
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 10:46 am
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| It's okay Monk, we're pretty confused too. We just don't let it bother us. xD
YES I DOOOOO. I KNOW ALL ABOUT YOU.
-throws cake at Branny's face-
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Uni has swallowed me whole, in more ways than one, sorry guys. Feel free to PM any questions (or nonquestions {or anything else, no limits here}) you have, although I don't know when I'll get to them since I'm barely on atm. |
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Viuv
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 10:47 am
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| Waasel
Oh, I don't think I came posting in here, jsut meant I logged back in for the event XP
But thanks xD
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Branny
Sounds good.. I need to go for a walk , too *.*... But its so cold out x.x...
/Ramble
Good.. going to do some art on MS paint ><.
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Overlord Branny
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 10:48 am
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| *Dramatic pose point at Ace*
What's my best friends cousins hairdressers high school prom dates middle name?
Viuv, it's like...kinda windy here in florida but not cold enough to make me want to stay inside.
I'm probably just gonna walk a few blocks to the used bookstore and back.
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monk115
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 10:50 am
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| YAY BOOKSTORE. I dont live near any....*tear tear*. Oh well ill get over it. RAFFLE TICKETS ABOUND.
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Chu
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 10:51 am
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| Yeah... That's why I've been putting it off for eight weeks. </3
And I think I'm gonna put it off again to eat and watch a drama.
OH BUT GUYS I'M SO SO SOOOO HAPPY AH~!
Okay, so lemme explain things: Like, three weeks ago, my mom and brother got into a wreck, totaling our car. This fucking bimbo was speeding in a school zone, right? Well, my mom's insurance had JUST expired a week ago, but since we didn't have the money to do anything about it, she was putting it off until the week after. Of course this happens in that two week period. So, we lost a car, we're on the verge of being sent to the poor house (well, more so than usual) and my mother, who has a condition that is literally slowly destroying her body from the inside out, starting at the bones, has to walk my sister to a bus stop on top of 45 minutes to and from work, where she runs around all day anyway, every day.
Feeling the empathetic stress of the situation, worrying about my mother, I cried every day for over a week. On top of that, I couldn't have any contact with Sam, and everyone avoided me at school because "Cara the strong hard worker" was seen crying at a senior meeting THE DAY OF THE ACCIDENT. I was feeling lonely, stressed and completely hopeless, especially because no one knew why I was so upset, which made it even more awkward.
Even when Sam came back to school, things didn't get much better, of course. He's a coldhearted individual, and he's very distant and can't read people very well. Apparently my efforts to cover up all of that emotional shit worked too well, because he didn't even know that there was anything wrong with me. TERRIBLE week. Just terrible. We fought every day, I screamed at him about being ignored, and my "best friend" wouldn't even give me the time of day. In fact, her boyfriend treated me better than she did.
Oh, and my dad, who I haven't talked to in a LONG time, called my mom's cell phone (we don't know how he got the number) and left a voicemail of just background noise and breathing. Strange thing, because he and she had a court date two Mondays from then. I don't really need to elaborate on this because I've already explained why he evokes so much negative emotion in me.
The week passed and I went to get my first pap smear. Lovely. But, surprisingly enough, I handled it completely well. I was stressed out before about what would happen, but the experience itself wasn't bad at all. And somehow, that's when things started getting better.
Before I had gone, Sam and I had a huge talk/fight, so by now, we were both trying harder to make the other happy and be more receptive of them. I was getting so nauseous from my first pack of birth control that I missed two days of school, which I guess showed Sam how much he relied on my presence at school, because when I went back on Friday, he was clingy and sweet and shit, which made me extremely happy because he hadn't acted that way since the end of Summer.
And now we're at Thursday night (moving back in time a bit) when I had fifteen pages of stuff to write for school and five pages of math work. Surprisingly? I didn't stress out. I didn't worry about whether I'd get it done. I just did it; that's completely new for me. I haven't felt a bit of anxiety since that week that I cried every day. I realize that anything could change, considering my mom's court date for the accident is on Monday, but I'm selfishly hoping that it'll go well so that we can all get a break. If all goes well, I'll be able to enjoy Sam's company on Wednesday.
I'm still having problems, but things are looking up. I came out of those weeks of hell and I'm finally feeling better. :]
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Viuv
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 10:53 am
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| Branny
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Ah.. its misty and like.. no sun. Our crass is iced over and yeah.. XP Its early out, but it still would be freezing even later on... v.v
But, I have to go out there some time today.. gotta walk my doggeh.
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Overlord Branny
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 10:57 am
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| *Scans over Chu's text wall and nods*
Lots of words indeed but thats good.
Hopefully it gets better.
Viuv, Ooooh I see.
It was kinda cold last night, I had my window open while I was reading on my bed and it felt nice. The chilly air and fresh air.
I was more relaxed last night, body wise, then I've felt in weeks.
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Chu
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 10:58 am
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| You all posted too much while I was venting. :<
@Branny: I'm actually good at analyzing things, but when it comes to poetry, I go DERP-mode.
I actually enjoy analyzing/discussing literature much more than I enjoy creating/reading it. >>; Dunno how that works.
But. I'm an amazing English student. YES, I'm conceited about it, because I damn well deserve it. Analytical things come naturally to me, so I usually dominate class discussions. I feel bad about it though because if you don't get discussion points, your grade plummets. :< But no one else tries to say anything!
I'm pretty good about shutting up though.
Meaning of life: It's all implicit. You have no meaning unless you give yourself meaning, conceited bitch. <-- That's how I see it.
@Viuv: Welcome back.
WALLS OF TEXT ARE IN MY NATURE BRANNY DON'T IGNORE THEM.
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Overlord Branny
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 11:00 am
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| You're just another brick in the wall!!!
I WILL BREAK THIS WALL!!
*Throws himself at the wall* ARGHHH!
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Chu
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 11:01 am
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| But those are my friends~! T_T
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Viuv
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 11:05 am
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| Thanks Chu.
Hard week to go through @.@
I wouldn't have lasted. Thats alot for one person to deal with.
Branny
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Mm... It's always cold here now, and I hate cold weather which makes this place one of those places I don't want to live in xP...
Also, I always have to keep my window open and a fan blowing to keep air blowing through my room.. <>
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