NUDE`BEACH ;; Team Squid~

[Squid]

Wow. I think this is the first time that I've ever gotten up to post in here and there haven't been any new posts added! And by new posts, I actually mean fifty pages! lol

[Maverik]

=o That'll soon change. Maybe.

At any rate... Good morning. How're you? =p

[Squid]

Goood morning to you as well, Maverik.

Generally, I'm doing pretty well, but I'm kind of broken out which sucks like whoa because I have to work tonight and I hate having pimples.

Also, I didn't get paid this week, like I thought I did. Because I got paid last week. You'd think I know when I got paid, but apparently... You'd be wrong. xD

How about yourself?

[Maverik]

Aww... I hate it when that happens. There isn't much you can do but wait for them to subside, I guess, though some kinds of creams help.

I think. D= I dunno too much about skin care.

xP Fun. Where do you work?


I'm good, I guess. Well, besides the fact that my calf muscle randomly cramped up for no reason, at any rate. =P

But yeah, I guess I'm doing fine? D=

[Squid]

I work at Blockbuster! And I love it! I just always feel like... dirty or really young when I break out. And then I feel even worse because I pick at them relentlessly until they start bleeding and leave big old scabs... Ugh. It's terrible. I put crap on it at night so that it'll help, hopefully, but obviously... That didn't work so hot lol

Rub it! I remember one time my sister's leg cramped up real bad randomly and she started screaming and crying and my mom came in to the room and rubbed it for her.

Cramps suck, basically.

Have you got any plans for the weekend?

[Skrae]

Ew, the one time I got cramps in my legs, I had one in each calf and woke up screaming in the middle of the night. That was super sucky...

Aw, Squiddums, no picking! I gotta learn to stop tooo...I has a few scars...yay for makeups!

Yay skrae graduates tonight...even though she has two classes to take over the summer before she gets the piece of paper for her associate's degree.

Ceremony's tonight.

[Maverik]

=P That sounds like a fun job. I wish I could work at some place like that, but I haven't really been job hunting. Yay for college and all that. =o

Ack, I know what you mean. D= You just have to mentally yell at yourself every time you try to pick at them, though, or try to stop yourself some other way.

Rubbing it didn't really help all that much. Not when it tenses up like that, and not when the only thing you're doing is rubbing. x=

You also need to (at least, what I did was) try to not extend the muscle at all, pulling your leg in and such. Of course, it hurt pretty badly, and the pain was a nice deterrence, since it only seemed to get worse if you did that. =P

Ah well, it's all over and done with now. And I agree entirely.

Eh, not really. I might go over to my grandparent's house, but considering I'm still a bit sick, that might not be that great of an idea. How about you?

[Squid]

Congratulations on graduating! Is this high school or college? My first thought was high school because I'm such an old squid and everyone I know is so young, but then the whole mentioning of the associate's degree made me reconsider lol

I don't wear makeup, so I can't hide it ;3;

No plans for me this weekend, except for work. And I only work today. But I find out my schedule for next week today and hopefully it'll be full of hours!

I kind of wish I had something else to do - like... schoolwise. I'm constantly reminded of what a big fat useless failure I am and I just don't know how to change it. Ugh.

[Maverik]

^^ Congratulation Skrae! Hopefully you'll have fun at the ceremony and after-grad, too. =P

Yeah, cramps hurt, don't they? Dx I've only had one on one leg at a time, though, so I can't imagine how much more that would've hurt. ><

[monbohn]

Congratulations Skrae! Have fun at the ceremony!! Any big plans for afterward?

Hi Maverik! How are you?

I know how you feel Squidly. I feel like a big failure too. And it's even worse now because people I went to high school with and people I worked at Disneyland with (years ago) recently found me on Facebook and they're all married and have kids and lives. Although I think the Disney people are all still there so I guess they haven't advanced career wise either.
Then there's me. I have a bf I won't marry because of his debts and his really, really bad money management (and gambling habit) that already leaves us screwed half the time. But I have a thousand cats and who else in the world could put up with me and my cats. I'm hard enough to put up with but add the cats and we're a nightmare.
I was working as a legal secretary for a few years until my ulcerative colitis caught up to me and put me in the hospital for a while. Then I couldn't do much for a while because I had to build my strength back up. And now it's been a couple of years and I don't go out and get enough exercise and with my iron being really low and me not taking iron supplements because I hate pills...well, I tire really easily because I'm not used to much activity any more. I'm afraid that if I try to work I'll wear myself out and end up quitting and failing. Just what I need to confirm to myself what a failure I am. I know I should get up and go walking or something every day but I seem to have no motivation and it's just too damn hot in Las Vegas to go out walking anyway (hey, do you know Oleng? I know that seems random but I was just going to tell you that he lives in Las Vegas too. We found out when it snowed here and we were both freaking out since it never snows. But I haven't met him or anything. I'm only like 100 years older than him, you know?)(Oh, also Brock turns 18 on the 19th of this month).
Ok, so enough of that. I just need to get up off my butt and actually do something about it.
Oh yeah Squid, I also wanted to tell you that Teddy had his orientation yesterday for his new job. It's at Taco Bell. He's excited and a little nervous since it's his first job and all. If you think I can type a lot here you should see the walls of text we type back and forth on our profiles on Gaia. He's really nice.
Anyway I've babbled long enough now.

[Maverik]

Hey Monbohn. ^^

:: Pats:: >< Aww... Well, hopefully getting all that off your chest helped...

If it's any consolation, I don't think you two are failures... >< :: snuggles you and Squiddy ::

[Urboros]

I'm back in school :/
And while it going to be a tough class, its going to be so much easier for me, because of my spring class that I didn't do so well in -_-

I don't have a BF ;_;

Oh squid I made this for you:

[monbohn]

Awww....thank you Maverik. That's very sweet of you! Yeah, by now I'm already over it and it did help to vent.

Urboros ~ hope school's going to go well. I'm sure it will.
When the right guy comes along you'll have a BF. Took me many years to find this one. We have our problems just like anyone else but he's a good guy and he treats me well. Don't give up ~ there's someone out there for you and when he comes along you'll appreciate him that much more.
I like the Squids you made for Squidly!! Even matches the font color Squid always uses!

[Maverik]

Aww... Welcome back to school? x.x; I know it's pretty annoying at times, but I'd rather be in school than working... or, well, trying to find work. :: Gnaws on economy ::

What class are you taking?

Aww... don't worry,Urboros. ^^ Like Monbohn said, you'll find someone right for you.

:: Munches on some squid :: They be tasteh. ^^

And please don't take that out of context just because of the thread name. <.<;


Well, that's what we're here for. ^^
This community ish very kind, after all. =3

Still, I hope you really did resolve it... otherwise... >< There'd be problems. :: Prods :: If it had been bothering you for four whole days, then I wouldn't even be sure what to do.

Not like I'm sure at all. =o

[monbohn]

Back to school? No. I'm long out of school. And should be working.

I figure nobody's perfect ~ I know I'm far from it. And you have to take the positive and the negative and the positive should outweigh the negative, of course. Otherwise you shouldn't be with the person. And you have to make sure the negative is stuff you can deal with, of course. It's all about give and take and compromise. So sure there's things that bug me but there's lots of good stuff too.
It's more the stuff about me and having done nothing with myself that bugs me a lot. But sitting around and feeling crappy about it does nothing. If I want it to change then I have to change it. It's not going to happen by itself. So my unmotivated butt just needs to move, unmotivated or not.
And I love my kitties. And I know that had nothing to do with anything but I thought I'd say it anyway.