| Soo...I won't say why but I've been seeing a doctor lately to explain some of my lesser mental issues.
Now, some of you may or may not know that I have a unhealthy nature of collecting things like a mad person. Be it avatar sites, video games or just...random thingss..
I sat down with the doc and we discussed my habit of sitting online for more then 4 to 6 hours just....playing on avatar sites. Battling and earning funds to buy more crap...be it relics or commons.
I asked why do I have this problem (lol) and he asked a few questions about my childhood and went further after that..
It would seem...when I was a kid, I loved collecting pokemon cards, games and toys...very much so. Every bit of money I had I used to buy pokemon stuff. Now...my parents became very religious and eventually the church came to them and informed them that the devil was in fact within my pokemon swag and causing me to...not praise the lord as everyone else did..?
Anyways, to make a very sad...sad...story short...my parents took all my pokemon stuff away and burned it...all of it...threw it away if they couldn't burn it...
As you can imagine this left me...a bit shaken.
These events have led up to me having a unnatural impulse to constantly collect anything I enjoy to a point that it isn't healthy.
I'm sure none of you really care but I was told I should share my problem if I feel comfortable about it. So I just did..
I'm Brandon and I am a impulsive hoarding collector of virtual items..
How sad..
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what happened when you were a kid, i mean. im seeing a counsillor at the moment about.... well everything ^^; i think what its boiling down to is her helping me find out why i have certain habits - such as avoidance of anything i dont enjoy, my unusual eating "issues" and so on. if you ever wanna talk to someone else thats a little messed up inside about this stuff, im always here for you sweets <3 ^^