People Who Feel Left Out of Their Own Life

[Angelic.Demon]

You know when you feel like everyone knows something and you don't? Or when something big happens in your life and you have no say in it? When you life collapses and you try to stay the same for the sake of others, although you never will be again?

Lots do. I'm one of them

Topics to Discuss--
Life Changing Events
Trouble in Your Life
Everything moving ahead of you
Being Left behind
Not being in control of What Happens
& more...

[LadyKai]

I feel left behind
my mother abandond me when i was 3
she came back when i was 11 wanting forgiveness
i gave it to her
she left again
she took my brother my sister and my other sister
but left me
she said she dosnt want me
is it because im not good enough for her
did i do somthing wrong
i just get so confused v_v

[Brownies]

[LadyKai]

;3; thats my mother for ya
and she told me i wasnt gunna grow up
to be anything and im prooveing her wrong
i already made it further than her in life
she quit school
im in grade 10 and im planning on
going to university when im done highschool
i wanna be a lweyer she said the day i become
a lawyer is the day that pigs fly
so im going to build a cat-a-pult xD

[Fuzzey]

my dad said he loved me,
but he would always drink.
He went to jail for drunk driving,
He was there for year,I missed him so much.
A year later he got out,the first day they let him go,
he went to drink with his friends,after he promised he was done.

Now he's not interesting to me.
I choose to stay home alone when my sister and mom go to visit him.

[Angelic.Demon]

I woudl rant, but i know my life's not that bad, especially after hearing what fuzzey and Aii said. :O

first to find my 2 little secrets gets 20 silver 8D

[17th]

Even though I'm about the same age as most of the people I know, I sort of feel like I'm not really growing up. That on top of the fact that I am totally out of sync with the kids these days. I mean, they do a lot of dirty talking and other weird stuff that I just don't get. Everyone says I ought to be enjoying my teen years, but I'm trying to figure out why. Is there something I'm missing?

I suppose it all boils down to the fact that what 99% of other teens find interesting and cool are things that disgust me. ^^;

[Angelic.Demon]

Well, that just makes you unique~

And besides, following the crowd usually changes you, i would know >.<

[17th]

I enjoy being unique :3

Hehe, I don't wanna be like everyone else out here. *cringes*

[Angelic.Demon]

Same here! When your like that, everyone thinks the same and dresses the same, it's so boring. xD

Plus, my school is Drama, Drama, and more Drama -.-

[Tod Engel]

I haven't had control of my life for the last couple years. I grew up in different houses, changing schools every two years, on top of having lived with loudmouth drunks and currently live with my father who made life such a living hell for me, my leg is scared from my razor blades and I went insane for a year and a half to try and cope, but compared to those two and my best friend, my problems are a itch on the ass.

[Angelic.Demon]

My ex-friend constantly wanted me to feel sorry for her, or happy when she 'discovered' something we already knew >.>

and I told her once, " You do realize people have worse lives than that?"

I realize I shouldn't have said that, but she acted like her life was horrible. She kept putting it against me every time I wasn't enthusiastic about her life >.>

and.. well, I could rant on her more, but it'd take WAY to long and get off topic >.>

[LOL UR FACE]

What's hardest for me is all the "could have done"s

I could be in so much better control of my life right now, but I made so many stupid mistakes after getting out of high school, even when I was still in high school. The feel like the more I try to take back control the harder it gets as well. x_x

[dreamer676]

erm I kinda constantly feel left out but ppl say thats because I tend to blend into the background.

Also I think when ppl are seriously depressed it doesn't matter if other ppl have worse lives because you don't have to live thiers and you have to try and cope with your own.
Besides which how can you sympathise with a life you've never felt? I think you just have to guess how it must feel and sympathise but some just don't care, which is sad XC

[Fuzzey]

Damn,i'm always left out of my friends
They forget im there
And when I tell them I need to go get something,they just say ok and never go to meet me.
One of them is always nagging about how's she's left out and shit,but i'm left out 25 times more than her,she's the center of attention.
I go to sit behind the big tree,and they don't notice me,good.
I'm always left out,but do they see me nagging like that bitch?
No.
So i'm glad they're out of my life,even though the other one thinks it smart to bash me on Gaia since she's too scared to talk to me in rl.