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IndigoButerfly wrote: |
Art is my stress relief... seriously... I'm known in my class as "the girl that draws during classes" and the teachers think I'm just not paying attention. Truth is, when I doodle in class it means I'm stressed, and I feel better when I draw....
I think it's a mental disorder, but because my class practically ignores my existence and I don't really have anyone to talk to about things I like in school... I draw.. I draw when I'm sad, I draw when I'm happy, I draw when I'm stressed... something I can't express verbally because of the ignorance I express through my art, which also goes un-appreciated because it's "anime" and no one in my class thinks it's cool... just strange and a bit gross. Though they have their moments when they like my art... I can't say they're total ********* ... some of the time...
I pity myself when I get art-blocks ... imagine you wanting to say something but someone shuts your mouth and doesn't let you have a say. That's how I feel when I have art blocks in school... |
I feel the same way art block is a living hell when you can't describe how you feel or whats wrong. People think i'm hyper or crazy by how happy I seem or even how proud of my art I become they don't know how even the most dark pieces are all a part of me but anything hits me up for insperation
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