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[Crazy_Gypsy]

Sure just take the baby into the fight its ok.

Its crazy how people only think of themselves now days.

I mean i know tons of teens and adults that have kids and prefer there drugs over there kids. They dont pay any attention to there kids or not enough to matter.
My family was always well together. We had dinner together and dad made sure my hope work was done. We went everywhere together. We watched tv together etc.

So many are like go to your room your bugging me.

[Chu]

I only wish my family were like that. Actually my mom is exactly like your last quote: "Just shut your smart-ass mouth! Go, go! Get away from me."

Then she comes to me today and was like "Does Raz start a lot of fights with you? Because you just started having panic attacks, you're always crying, you've stopped eating, and all you do anymore is lock yourself in your room and get on the computer or the phone."

It's like... he's the only reason I'm still sane! Not a day passes that she isn't screaming at my brother, I always have to comfort/take care of him and my sister, I've lost all contact with my best friend who I tell everything to, and people around me are making really stupid mistakes that I have to fix. It's called stress and anxiety and maybe if I lived in a peaceful home it wouldn't be so bad...

So no, he makes my life livable. He lied to me a few weeks ago and I caught him, but gave him a chance and believed him and didn't say anything. When he tried to change what he said without me noticing, I caught him again and said something. I have horrible, horrible trust issues because every man in my life has lied to me and left me and my family to die, so having him, who I would have trusted with me life, lie to me, hurt extremely badly. It was the first time I ever got mad at him and my mom just happened to catch me yelling at him and assumed that he's always trying to start stuff with me.

[/rant] Wow, sorry. D: It's a fresh wound so it kind of spilled out.

[Crazy_Gypsy]

Lol your fine.
I like to vent alot and the only people i have are the ones at home.

I pretty much and either home or at work and since i dont work much im mostly home so im only around Denver (the bf) mom and val (lil sis) and i can talk to them and all but when im mad at them who is there to talk to?

So i totally understand.

Im in need of tring to find another job.
i was working like 6 days a week making pretty good pay even though its min wage but still it was good.
Then she hired new people and cut me to 4 days a week so my pay was like 200 every two weeks which stunk but was ok. Well yesterday i got the new schdule i work tomorrow for 4 hours and sat for 6 hours and thats this week. Cathy the owner says thats the new schedule.
What really makes me mad a new kid named James just started no one has said one good thing about him but he has 40 hours this week. Shannon a girl who has been there half the time i have is getting over 40 a week and everyone complains she was good but now you cant get her to do anything.
I will have been at this job next month a year.
Cathy says she is tring to see who will quit on her.
Im not quitting im pulling her bluff i can get a second job to work with this one. If she wants me gone. Fire me. Then i can draw unemployment.

[Squeaky]

Yeah, I can never get mad at Raz because he's so sweet, but lying can only lead to one thing: losing me. Luckily he pulled a maneuver on me that probably he didn't realize, but it calmed me down and got me to see how badly he felt for not only hurting me and losing my trust, but also making me cry. Whenever I try to calm someone down or explain myself, I'll acknowledge what I've done and that I know it's wrong. It also works on me really well too because hearing someone say "I know I was wrong." completely defuses me and gets me to realize that they're suffering too. Since he did that it really helped to solve everything more easily. I've still lost some trust in him though; I can't help it.

And normally I don't talk to people, but if things build up then they'll just flood out without control. Normally I'm alone when that happens...

That's just stupid. D: The same thing happened to my mom; she was working with Applebee’s since they opened where we live; before I was even born. They cut her hours and she drew unemployment on that because they offered her no alternative and did it with no valid reason. That got her on their bad side though so they began acting like jackasses and screwed with her hours and put her through hell until it forced her to quit. She's big on pride and they really messed with it...

[Crazy_Gypsy]

I dont work any days that i could even possibly work with the owner and as long as i dont let this one manager get to me im fine. I only have to usually work with her for a hour but i think since i go in a 5 she is getting off then so it evens out.

Cus she likes to pull my chains and i always mouth back and i heard that cathy gave all the managers (which there are more of them then crew workers) the right to fire on the spot if they feel the need.
So ok go ahead fire me. You will be amazed with how much i will deal just to make them even more mad lol

I hate when i catch denver in a lie cus it just makes me more mad. And im not good at acting like i didnt catch them i will flat out say he you lied butt hole lol etc.

im a lvl 3 now but i am not attacking as good. Now even on lvl 1 monsters i miss half my attacks

[Chu]

Haha, I think I'd act the same way as you. xP

I can pretend like I don't hear a lie but I hold a grudge so I can only keep it in for so long. Usually I'll be all underhanded and keep them all to myself until I get into a fight with whoever lied. XD

You actually have pretty low stats so it's understandable. Dexterity determines how often you hit or miss.

[Moon_Whisper]

Welcome if your new!

I need a job....so bad....:cry:

I'm lvl 9....i think.... ......the mutated stuff is hell-a hard.... :cry:

[Chu]

I hate the mutated foods. DX It's best to use magical items/attacks against them.

[Moon_Whisper]

I have a real low wisdom lvl.....so, I can't use spells.

[Chu]

I made sure to have really good stats so I sat there re-rolling them forever. XD My lowest is Charm at seventeen.

[Moon_Whisper]

My lowest stat is 11.....that's the wisdom.
Everything else is bunches higher.

[Crazy_Gypsy]

Aww i didnt know i needed wisdom for magic thats a lvl 8 lol

[Chu]

Yeah. xP Here is the page that explains all of that.