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[Miyani-chan]

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Why do you hate being American!? D8
Are there a lot of bad things about the U.S.? ; -;

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holy crap. YOU'RE COOL TO BE ABLE TO WITHSTAND THEM. :'D
Ohh, I see. So in general it's safe. Unless I read that wrong. LOL. Sometimes I don't understand sentences at all. xD

[Chu]

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

I'm filled with so much rage right now. D:< Stupid Neopets games. *fails at games*

Because we use stupid scales that no one else uses. XD Like the ferenheit thing.

I typed it weirdly and was too lazy to change it. XD We live in a moderately safe neighborhood but I used to sneak out and night and walk around creepy areas because I had some issues. I purposefully wandered around, I guess to feel something or to find excitement. I went through a stage where I was pretty much numb to everything and wanted to test how deep that numbness was and where animalistic survival would kick in. I also wanted to test how dangerous it really was out there. I learn through experience and am intrigued by it.

But finally I decided that eventually I'd get in too deep and regret my self-induced tests. It was probably just some attention seeking stuff or something. I went through the "teenage drama" thing a lot earlier than other people so I'm pretty much over it now.

Looking back I did some really stupid things. D: Later I began to be thankful for what I'm given and seek attention through people other than my family because they're not good at being emotionally attached; they care, but it's hard for them to show it.

Sorry for the ranting. >_> Just so you know I'm really happy presently, haha. Except for being mad at Neopets. XD

[Miyani-chan]

LOOOLL. Try again? :'D

HAHA! Interesting. XD

Ooh, the things you did sound interesting. Although, I never would've been able to gather up the courage to be able to do things that you did. > <
But it was a good thing that you were able to live through the experience of creepiness. So that's sort of cool. > w>

Self-induced tests? What do you mean by that? O .o
I SEE! Teenage drama is crap. I don't like dealing with it. - . -
BUT THAT'S GOOD! You've lived past it already and now you're living your happy life.

LOL. Many people think about that. I've done a few stupid... and mean things in the past. But I'm happy that I was actually able to get over them, and be able to grow through life and apologize for the certain things I did. > .>
THAT'S A GOOD THING. YOU'RE THANKFUL! =D && It's also a good thing that you were able to find help from others. Finding help, not just from your family, can be really comforting. :'D
Hard for your family to show it? Do you not connect with them that much? O:

LOL. It's alright. I love to rant too, so I understand. I love being the listener as well. XD